My head hurts!! How the hell do I get a migrane and a fever in the summer?!?! HOW?!?! It would be cool though if I can get ESP out of it? Yes it's so cool, uh huh I have a weird imagination....-hides in a corner-

So basically....
I'M DYING.
DYING!
Why the asian kid...HUH....HUH!?!?!?

Sorry
So yeahh I'm trying to feel better by watching either Sxephill or watching Blood+ xD
EPIC FAIL MUCH?
Oh yeahh have I ever mentioned that I got Goth the movie from Pacific Mall a little while ago (in other words a few days ago) and sadly...IT HAS NO FUCKING ENGLISH SUBTITLES?!?!! LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! It was a very sad time Dx So yeah it only has I'm presumming Cantonese and Mandrid subtitles...Yeahhh I wish I can understand that...or Japanese so all I have to do is watch the raws instead...AWESOME-NESS INDEED!

Oh my sweet sweet Kanata...YAY I was just happy I can't see him on screen, and besides I have the novel...so I'm sorta good? Oh boy...I gotta go, before like I go crazy from not watching my Blood+ And if anyone has the translated version of Goth...that would be awesomes...since I [u]HAVE[/u] been waiting for like EVER And Fanexpo started today, AnimeCon is there! -GASP- I wanna go SOO BAD! D: And sadly...I cannot..what a sad ending D:

Peace out! :3

Wait...who hasn't? Cmon, everyone has had on of those moments you'd like to redo, prevent from happening etc. Has anyone heard a show called 'Being Erika' ? Lol watch the first episode...it's interesting. Thirty two, still single, and this guy who's the therapist, sends her back in time and such. I wanna see the other episodes, AHHHH!!

I wanna go and re-live some parts of my life, send that guy my way. Where do I get my ideas? Best way to think strange things is when I'm about to go to bed Ohh man. Re-live.

And right now I'm dying from boredom at the moment at party...parents and other adults are like ranting since like forever!!!!! D:

So...if you would be given the chance of re-living a moment in your life, what would it be? Me...well, you might know XD

SOOOO DYINNGGGGG....HELP MEE!!! D:
Okay...ermmm...bye?

I've been thinking about it a lot lately...what stuffs I ams afraid of I'm afraid of a lot of things. Lol. But in particular I am afraid of getting on a transit bus. Going to Pacific Mall on Tuesday next week and we (as in my friends and myself) to get there D: About like four buses...three hours on a bus? Gahhh as long as we don't get lost...and get lost...AHAHAHA oh mannn

So what's your phobia?
Heights?
Being alone?
Chicken...?

Well short and sweet <3

Quick entry, because I am soo bored Omgoshh I am so happy to say that I finally finished Tales of Symphonia: Dawn of the New World! YES! Now I just have to replay it to get all of the sidequest...which sucks because I was never good at that sort of thing. Though for the facts that my cousin is a hell lot better than me at doing such sorts, so yeahh I'll give it a try. (Yeah I played the first Tales of Symphonia duhh, I own it!)

So yeahh I dunno what else shall I report? I am bored with my life, I am slowly unlocking a potential life sentence of death that is hanging in the balance of my life, which really sucks. Well it ain't really a life sentence, just suicide. It's really hard, I don't know who to talk to, my time feels short. Yet I do have enough drive to have lived as long as I have, well that's goodie to know. -Sighs- Well I'll get over it eventually, I might have developed a bipolar disorder, meaning the real thing. I want to change, and change I shall...again.

Wow it's so much fun to rant about such things. I guess I'm like House like that LOL. I love the show House, didn't know he was british you know. It is pretty cool. We have a lot in common...in some ways.

But I feel love in my veins, and it sucks because I am just losing it. It's like I need it so bad or I can't keep my promise to my little brother, and another such person I have made a promise I have REALLY regret.

Nothing makes sense of what I am typing, partly due to me being REALLY sleepy, but I must pursue the road that will lead me to redemption, where hopefully not clinging to an idea of that love is in my hands. I leave with Crazy thoughts, and goodnight.

Hey guyss, so yeahh so for at least a week now I've been having deja vu dreams. Now your thinking, what the fuck is that? Yeahh well I'll tell you! Sheese have patience XD

So anyway a Deja vu dream is basically is a dream you would have known you've had before! For me: I've been having a lot lately! It's strange, because it makes me feel like an idoiot no matter what the dream was, it sends me a message of that I've been making repeated mistakes of something! D: It's scaring me! So yeah I had work today, and I woke up at 5:30 in the morning MAD! I've had this dream a few times in a few alternate ways so yeahh Xd WAKING UP ANGRY IS NOT GOOD FOR WORKING PERSON! Dx It's really weird though, I've never woken up angry before =\ So what do you think guys? I'm losing it? (Well probably )