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Blood on the Morning Daisies.

Mon Nov 2, 2009, 2:16 PM

Mood: Insecure
Listening to: STARSTUKK by 3OH!3 ft. Katy Perry
Reading: My mind...must typeee :P
Watching: The STARSTUKK video :D
Playing: At my nails...BAD DL
Eating: Chocolate...MMM
Drinking: Bloody cough I'm gonna choke XD

Yo guyss hows it been?
I'm alright, or as alright as humanly possible I COULD BE.

Ahh this week, gonna chill out at my friend's house.
HOPEFULLY?

The week after...Alternative Press Tour with Mayday Parade and The Academy Is...
Yes my LIFE!

My life hasn't been the best, to say the least.
I mean you know..lately I've been trying to diagnose myself and figure out what the effing hell is wrong with me.
Ohhh boy, don't let your friends or family get involved with that diagnosis...because well

Last week..other week..? I was really depressed, to the point I was having these CRAZY SUICIDAL THOUGHTS IN THE BEGINNING OF MY EFFING FOURTH PERIOD CLASS HOLY PHJESUS.
Yes...you can put it like that :3
Oh man, my one girl friend was not there (having NO CLUE where she was).
Really noob...

I joke, I <3's you xD
Well I was gonna go insane and I had no one else to find...but guess who was there...OH MY LIFE. FML.
Quite...engaging conversation till almost the end of the period?
Oh ho. Do I have to encypt another work of art to tell you guys who it is? XD

I dunno...I haven't told ANYONE about it (well just vaguely to whoever) but man WHY ME?!?!
I can't REALLY get into it...but let's say it involves me being stupid...very stupid Dx
It's just like Jam Night all over again...wait that was like a week after BUT!
But at Jam Night I told this azn dude with the super saiyen hair it was sick (which it is...mind you).
I had the guts that my friend didn't (yes the noob LOL)

Mehh. I'll Live.
Maybe.
Loves?
Maybe not?
You decide...
I wish he did XD
<3

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=Nani-Midori Nov 2, 2009, 2:19:12 PM

Self diagnosis is dangerous, because as far as sciences go, psychology is a sad joke made of guesswork and ambiguity. Almost every single syndrome or disorder is applicable to almost every person.

Not that I haven't been there, I'm just saying that figuring out which labels are applicable aren't going to help.

=Nani-Midori Nov 2, 2009, 2:21:18 PM

Also sorry if I sound like a douchebag. I just really hate modern psychology.

~magnolia-scent26 Nov 2, 2009, 2:29:17 PM

I find it quite fasinating...but mehh I wouldn't wanna be a psychiarist myself xD Criminal minds are quite cool to look under the looking glass

~magnolia-scent26 Nov 2, 2009, 2:30:05 PM

I dunno, it's not REAL diagnosis...LOLZ Closest I could get and feel comfortable with meself

=Nani-Midori Nov 2, 2009, 2:33:26 PM

Yeah. But you have to remember that it's really a lot of charming labels that don't mean anything, a lot of time. Look how many people are 'bipolar' all the sudden (everyone with mood swings). Everyone who is skittish has an anxiety disorder. Soon, I think cheerful people are going to be diagnosed with 'chronic happiness' or something. I wouldn't be surprised.

I spent quite a bit of time in therapy when I was twelve. Spent a lot of time talking to that therapist. I was mostly saddened by how arrogant psychologists become.