It's been a while!
I'm bored and this English CPT is really wearing me out!
Well oh ho I'm sorry for being being a procrastinator (that is a long word guyss)
So Yeah Deal With It.

Anyway nothing much.
Well not nothing...but yeahh!
I've caught myself like dancing a lot more lately.
(Yes people I dance, get over yourselves idiots out there And I know I'm still pretty big for someone who USED to but I had to move to Brampton, blame the timing really...)
FUDGE YOU ALL.
LOL.
Sorry, really feeling angsty as well.
It's the time of the month again XD.
Or maybe...it's something else?
MAYBEH???
I might go make a video later...DURING SUMMER VACATION!
I'm free by then

WOW feeling pathetic lately.
-Sigh- gahhh what day didn't feel like that?
If it ain't on the front of my mind, it's at the back!
WELL.
That's badddddddddddddd
It's the emo/goth side.

Yeahh.
I've been through some pretty bad shit in my life.

Near death experience which I blame myself for a death that was meant for me.
It's something I REALLY try my best not to talk about it.
But as of last year...drama class...
SNAPPED LIKE A TWIG THERE.
GREAT.
It's been eleven years brother...
You would have been like what...?
Twenty two by now?
You wanted to be a doctor
And because of me...
Your dead and can't fufill that wish.
Your parents must blame me because your gone.
I'm sorry.
No matter what anyone says,
I'll always blame myself because you pushed me out of the way for that bullet.
It was a freak accident.
I'm sorry brother.
Onii-sama, your gone.
And always, you will be like a brother to me.
-Sighs-

Gahh, that's just GREAT.
That's off my chest
Not completely
Because no one would read this...
(I pray so )

I'm on the brink of the edge.