It's bit of a while since I wrote in one of these XD. I dunno, trying to get your motivation back after a four year "depression like stance," it's not a easy road. But life was NEVER meant to be eazy so that's that. I've lived through some rough stuff.I won't go to deep about it, I REALLY don't feel like it. AND DUDE I WILL NOT TELL YOU EVEN IF YOU PMed ME. Like jesus christ, don't you guys have LIVES? I don't so it doesn't matter.

See? I'm actually writing poems basicly the involves ME (as selfish as that is, and anyway it's more DEEP if you actually experienced it). Like really the only rules that I have when I write stuff:
1) Simple!
2) Deep!! LMAO
3) Some part of me/experiences are in it!!! PWNED
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It's a good thing people don't really read journals (and if you do, well COOL). It doesn't really matter, I'm just getting my feelings out. GEZZ it's not like I do that enough writing poems LMFAO. OR what's left of IT anyway...:] It's okay, I seriously don't need anyone's pity. Actually I would get really, REALLY PISSED OFF if you do give me that. To me if you do I don't think it would be genuine and a just a ton of BS. NOT COOL.

Oh yes, it has been offically been a year since I have started playing guitar! WOOT! =3 That rocks honestly...though I am quite a SLOW LEARNER. Quite sad...I won't give up at all though! Besides music, (which is doing a lot better) than my love life. OH YES, I WENT THERE XD. Well as you can see...EWWW, it's all over in my writing....like FUDGE! EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. I TOTALLY HATE IT!!! Now to me, it sounds worst than my past....O________________o

Well it isn't all BAD. Anyway I have RANTED OFF like crazy..so I will be going now....=] WHEW. I feel better nows.