Oh me gee~ First things first...GWAAAA first day of work at Tim Hortons is on Saturday! HURRAA!!! Okayy...had to get that out of my system!~

Anyway I just wanna rant quickly due to the fact that I'm trying to go through Prince Hours to the end of episode one XD Yes...so you know when you think about significant moments in your life, it tends to be a powerful memory right? I have one of those memories, and unfortunately, I am driven to regretting it to be honest. I know I would be a nutter to even mention this sort of thing...BUT YEAHHHH.

For a girl for the most part, your first kiss is like...an epic sorta thing. Why do I say my moment of shine is a regret? It's because of the inconsiderate/arrogant jerk who I kissed. The thing is, if anyone ever mentions it, I just get chills. And you know what? I never really truly heard the end till I got out of school Here's the thing, the only reason people even fucking knows about it is due to the fact, that somehow after two years since this event, he goes around mentioning it! LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?! It's annoying, and a lot of people knows now because of him. Since it's true, there is really no point of denying it...denial is BAD to have with you, especially NOW. It's a private thing, and if you wanna feel higher up, your using me? FUCK YOU.

I've told (not even joking) two people of my true feeling when this happened in grade ten...great grade eleven is gonna be hell for me sheese...If there was a time where I'd love to be a sadist, it would be now, like Bellalix Lestrange (spelt wrong sorry XD). Wait a minute, I must have mentioned to someone also to kick him if EVER they see him...I forgot who that was? SORRY.

It's weird that I'm thinking about this at the moment. But me, I've been having SERIOUSLY weird dreams, and as you know, "dreams manifest your inner desire" AND FUCK FUCK FUCK THIS SUCKS. I don't like him anymore at all for sure...besides apparently he's hitting on like some other girls that is totally out of his league, as Mitch Fatel says: "and that makes me happy" in a way that he has no chance So by chance...I would LOVE to change the person that it's been done

Okay I'm done now